Sunniva Creative soul with a crazy twist

Life is this

weird and scary thing

with its up and downs

Calm and storm

Life and death

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I wish I knew

how to grab it with both hands

Shape it to the form I’d like

Live the way I want

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No room for joy it seems

Only misery exist within my skull

Only hatred flows in my veins

I loathe the person looking back at me in the mirror

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If I could switch places with you

Wherever you may be

I would happily grant you to live in my place

I have no use for it

My life is a cage

and only death will set me free

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Excuse me for being too scared

For taking my time

I will eventually join you

There at the other side

Wherever you may be

I’m just asking you this last favour

Take my breath and set me free

So it seems I’ve played out the hand I was dealt

I may be a smooth talker, but I’m no politician

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I might be a flirt but I’m nobodys wife

And I fuck up all the time but

after all it’s my life

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I’m gonna drop the bomb

Said I don’t need you

Watch my ass walk out the door

I’m heading somewhere better

Yeah, and I’ll find someone better!

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Some say I’m dumb but

I don’t repeat my mistakes

(That’s a lie though)

Some say I’ve been around but

I can keep track though

I may be a total failure but

At least I get up each time I’m knocked down

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I’m gonna drop the bomb

(Drop the bomb yeah!)

Said I no longer love ya

Watch my ass walk out the door

I’m heading somewhere better, hah!

I’ll find someone better, yeah

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Watch my, watch my..

Ass out that door

I’m not turning around this time

I dreamed about my father,

He said:

‘Surely kid, I get that you miss me

But you gotta find a way

to set yourself free

From the guilt that weighs you down

From the pain and the misery

Darling child o’ mine, I know you feel guilty..

But you must begin to live your life

Live your life..

Take it from me, it goes by so fast

Hold on to the light and let go of the past

These troubled times must eventually pass’

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Daddy if I die

Will I find you on the other side

Are you waiting for me beyond this realm

Daddy if I die..

Daddy, sometimes I wish I would

Don’t blame me if I try

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In the dream he spoke to me

Said: ‘Child, if you could see what I see

How much more you could be

If you just put your efforts on living

And treated yourself more forgiving

Death is for the dead, you must remain with the living

I’m cheering you on from the other side

But darlin’ child, you must live your life

Live your life

These troubled times must eventually pass’

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Daddy if I keep breathing

Will it be worth it some day?

Right now I’m just wasting time away

Daddy please don’t leave me

I need you to stay

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Once I went crazy, heard my dad in my head

And for a moment I forgot he was dead

I saw him walk towards me, I thought it was real

We believe what we see, we believe what we feel..

And I heard him say: ‘Child, you gotta live your life

Live your life..

I’m always by your side

Now go ahead and live your life’

But daddy, I don’t know how

When did life become like this

Like a small box without windows

No exit

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It’s hard to breathe in here

Hard to move

Hurts to feel anything

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Am I gonna die like this

All by myself, in a small box

No exit

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I cannot see in here

Everything is pitch black

No love remains within these walls

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Is this all I have been fighting for

A small casket without a door

Why does it feel like I’ve been here before

No exit

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It’s so cold in here

My body is numb

This is no home

It’s a tomb

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No exit

I thought I heard you say

This time around you’d stay

Maybe it was just me being crazy again..

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You mean so much to me

But you don’t seem to care

Even when I’m shouting in your face

It’s like I’m not even there

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It ain’t you it’s me

Asking for too much, probably

Should learn how to not give a fuck

‘Cuz you’re so above me I can’t reach you

And maybe me thinkin’ I might have a shot

Is nothin’ but a part of my crazy plot

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I want you so bad

Even if you’ll never want me back

I wish you’d tell me point blank

So I’d stop obsessing over something I’ve never had

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At some point you have to step up and crush my heart

So I can go back to start

Get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about

..You ‘n’ me in some scene

Oh, but it’s such a wonderful dream..

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It ain’t you it’s me

I’m sorry

You’re all I can think about

Don’t worry

I’ll get my head sorted out

Stop dreaming about..

Oh but it’s such a wonderful dream

Må lære meg å holde pusten

under bølgene som skyller over meg

Lære meg å leve med

de skarpe kantene på livet som skjærer inn i huden min

Venne meg til synet av blod

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Når alt er sagt og gjort

står bare håpløsheten igjen

På dette tidspunktet

har den blitt en gammel venn

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Kanskje er jeg dum

som bevarte håpet så lenge

Holdt det hellig

Holdt på troen

«Ting vil løse seg til slutt»

sa jeg og trodde mine ord

Nå tror jeg ikke lenger

Vet bare hvordan det ender

At jeg skal bli til jord

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Ingen hjelpende hånd

kan nå meg lenger

Ingen trøstende ord går fra øret til hjernen

Alt jeg vet er at det gjør faen så vondt

å klamre seg fast til et liv man begynner å lure på om man egentlig vil ha

Alt jeg vet..

Jeg vet så mye om hat og forakt

Og så alt for lite om kjærlighet

I was her, and she was me

I was chained but she was free

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I was blind, she could see

I was nothing, she was everything I wanted to be

And yet.. I was her.. and she..was me..

Chained but free.. Blind but can see.. Me versus me.

He says I’m a bad girl

For being so high I could touch the ceiling

For getting so drunk

I’m barely seeing

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He thinks I’m a bad girl

For messin’ with his heart

He thinks I’m a bad girl

For tearing it apart

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He says I’m a bad girl

Sure loves to spank me

He says I’m a bad girl

Then he thanks me

For being such a bad girl

Bad girl, nah

I’m just a sad girl

Livin’ in a bad world

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He thinks I’m a bad girl

For fucking all his friends

He thinks I’m a bad girl

That’s how it always ends

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‘Cuz I’m a bad girl

All the boys think I’m a bad girl

Nah..

I’m just a sad girl

Livin’ in a bad world

Livin’ in a bad world, oh

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I used to be a good girl

But my heart got tainted

and my body invaded

This world is merciless on the good girls

So I joined the bad girls club

Bad girl, now I’m labeled a bad girl

Bad girl, nah

I’m just a sad girl

Living in a bad world

Oh..

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It’s a bad, bad world

So you can call me a bad girl

That’s the only way to fit into a bad world

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Bad girl

Bad, bad girl..

Whip, whip, whip your skin

Like you’d comitted a deadly sin

Whip, whip, whip!

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Until you bleed from within

My fault, it’s always my fault

I am the lightning and the thunderbolt

Rip, rip, rip your flesh

Pour salt in the wounds

while they are still fresh

Rip, rip, rip!

Until you hit your bones

What does not kill you..

Makes you wish it did

My fault, it’s always my fault

I keep track of my sins locked up in a vault

How much longer must I repent

Like I was in the garden of Eden in the shape of a serpent

Kick, kick, kick yourself in the teeth

Kick kick kick!

Until you break your feet

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it did

My bad, it’s always my bad

I made him mad, I made her sad

My bad, always my bad

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it had

Come back to me, darling.

I didn’t mean to say those words outloud

It’s just that your silence

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makes me want to scream and shout

You know I’m a bad girl at heart

Only to you do I remain devout

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I miss your whiskey lips

and your honey tongue

I miss your finger tips

running down my spine

What are you waiting for

We’re running out of time

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Don’t you ever tell me

I’m crazy when I say I love you

I could be anything you want me to be

But now you keep me from being free..

And at some point my feelings will turn sour

and your magic will lose its power

And I will break free from the chains

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Can you tell me what will remain?

When love is no more, and I will never feel the same

Don’t smile at me like everything is fine

I can’t be yours if you’re not mine

I’m trying to tell you, darling

You ran out of time