Sunniva Creative soul with a crazy twist

I know I can do better

I know I can get further than this

I just don’t always know what moves to make

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And I have this feeling I can not shake

What is it going to take

I’ve given my all before and I ended up with nothing

But I will keep trying

It’s a hard job, being human

But I try

I fail

and I get up and try again

I know you think I’m a loser

I know you can’t see the scars

You weren’t there all those times when life got brutal

You don’t know how many times I’ve tried, but it was futile

And I don’t need you to cheer me on

Or even to believe in me

I have a fire burning somewhere deep inside

It’s me never giving up on myself that is keeping me alive 

It’s a hard job, being human

But I try

I fail

and I get up and try again

Tell me what is on your agenda

Is it lust or hate when your eyes go black

I said “I love you”

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Now I’m taking it back

I have been so fucking brave for you

But courage is a thing you lack

And not a single word you’ve spoken was true

Yet after all the shit you’ve put me through

I was still dumb enough to be nice to you

And there was this part of me defending your actions

But why should I defend someone who left me in chains

You say I can trust you, but you’re not who you claim

The things I’ve done for you, now I see you’d never do the same

I am no longer playing a part in your fucked up game

Whatever it is you want from me, you’re not gonna get

And maybe I did love you, but you lost my respect

So I’m just walking out the door

Leaving you behind

Maybe you just don’t get it but

damn it you raped my bloody mind

I could never look at you and smile again

Who needs an enemy who’s disguised as a friend

A devil with a fucking halo

Or just an angel with a rotten heart

Don’t look my way again, you’ve played your part

In this broken, bloody history of mine

Don’t come for me when I’m down

If you are my saviour I’d rather drown

Don’t act like my hero

From now I’ll be my own

From now I’ll be my own.

Listen

How many times are you gonna whip your skin

and look within for the original sin

Your search for answers only lead to madness

Stop repeating the fucking pattern

It’s time for new thoughts

It’s time for action

You live, live harder!

And if you’re gonna do all this thinking,

it’s about time you think smarter!

You can, you will, you must

When all is said and done, you only got yourself to trust

Life sometimes hurts, make it worth the cost

It’s time to take back everything you’ve lost

You can!

And you will!

It’s time to be your own damn hero,

you gotta save yourself girl

Listen

Your heart is bruised, but it’s still beating

You gotta deal with the pain, there’s no cheating

But you can let yourself evolve from it

Push through the dark times, just don’t quit

Break these chains

Rebuild yourself, you can and will get better

Life’s gonna smack you in the face again eventually,

it’s just the way it is 

So make it worth it,

find a way to benefit from this!

You can!

And you will!

It’s time to be your own damn hero,

you gotta save yourself girl

Gotta break these chains

and find your place in this world 

Two steps forward, ten steps back

Courage and wisdom are things that I lack

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And my self respect is dead and gone

Life fucking hurts, I’m broken and bruised to the bone

So fucking insecure..

I hate myself

Yeah, I hate myself..

but I love you more

I can’t do this!

If I die, will you let me stay asleep?

I can’t do this..

I’m too scared to walk out the door

If I die, don’t let me come back to life

Sometimes I think I’ve been here before

I feel too much

I think too damn loud

I love my mama but

I can’t find a way to make her proud

I go crazy either way

Sad, happy, here she goes again

Call the cops, reel me in

I try so hard but I just can not win

And it’s taking its toll

How can I be this immature, and yet feel so old..

I don’t want to!

Open my eyes to another day

My fucking haunted head, always leading me astray

Why, god, why am I made this way??

Shut me off, kill me now

Or let me live, just tell me how

Just tell me HOW

I can’t do this…

Get your shit together

Stitch up your broken pieces

and keep moving

Your head is weak, so your heart must be strong

You know who you want to become

Get out of your foxhole, soldier

You’re still alive and the war ain’t over

Keep moving!

I just don’t

Just don’t want to..

Can’t see that I’m worthy

To keep fighting for

If I could believe in myself the way I believe in you

I’m so sorry for the shit I put you through

And still you stand by my side

Making it so damn hard to leave it all behind

If only I could keep you, but leave myself..

If only I could handle this life without losing my mind

I’m not cut out for this hellride

And I’m not worthy of your love

But I love you back ten times for it

And I’ll try

For you

If you keep believing in me

Maybe someday I can too

Keep moving soldier!

You’re still alive

and the war ain’t over

I can and will do this

I’m broken and bruised to the bone

But I have your love and with you I belong

I get so fucking lost sometimes,

but I always find my way back home

And if you can live with me being like this..

I owe it to you to be just as strong.

Daughter! Sister! Soldier of life!

My head is weak, and my heart  might be too..

But if I can, I will make it strong- for you.

I’ll snap back from the insanity

Yeah, I’ll keep moving forward- I’ll do it for my family

I can’t do it for me, but I will try for my family.

Because you are my why.

You are the best part of me

He looks like an angel

But he was made in hell

And like feathers, his fingers run down my skin

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Then why do you make me bleed babe

I’ll confess, he is my sin

But when the devil is knocking..

I let him in

I don’t get much sleep when he stays the night

And when he’s not around

I am walking on the walls

Buildt my heart like a battleship

Solid, unbreakable..

But he just came and torpedoed it

But I would die for him, and he knows it..

And he will be

The death of me, I know.

But he’s so worth it

I wrote a song for you..

I wish you could see what I see

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Then surely you would love yourself

I know you’re not happy now

But darling I know you could be

And you will

You will find the key to set yourself free

Hang on to life little bird

Everything can and will get better

When people say you are in trouble

I tell them «Don’t underestimate her»

You are strong and brave my love

I have faith that you will save yourself

And I’ll be right by your side

Remember that when the thoughts get to you at night

Hold on to life, hold on tight

I know you know what it’s like

To hate yourself, to hate your life

I know you sometimes bleed from the knife

That cuts deep into your skin

I know sometimes you feel

That life is a war you cannot win

But you gotta hang in there little bird

Everything can and will get better

When you tell me you feel sad

And confidence is a thing you’ve never had

It makes me think you’re mad

How can you not see what I see

A beautiful girl,

Inside out..

Remember that when the thoughts get to you at night

Hold on to life, hold on tight

Because I can’t live in a world without you

❤️

I wrote another song for you. It’s all I can do.

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Take my hand

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I’ll take us somewhere better

We’ve both been scarred

By the life we lived before

Trust me

Follow me out that door

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You’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

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You touched my soul

Just when I thought it had turned cold

We’re both wounded

Not beyond repair

If only you’d let me heal you

I’ll make your pain disappear

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You have such gentle hands

Such a mysterious smile

I beg you to come over

I’ll make it worth your while..

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It’s your turn to trust me now

I said I’d wait and I do

Find faith in me somehow

Believe in me and you

Do you still have dreams about me?

I’ll make each one of them come true

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I’d do anything

To make you mine

Oh, you’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

I keep pretending

That my broken heart is mending

There is a voice in my ear

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Whispering it won’t get better from here

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Tell me all the facts

So I can get my head sorted out

You know so much more than me

I’m chained to the ground

Only the truth can set me free

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I was hoping

That if you saw me coping

Dealing with my demons

You’d save a place for me

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There’s a voice in my ear

Telling me it’s now or never

Can you wait forever?

‘Cuz I’m running out of time

And ever since I met you

I can’t keep track on my mind

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Get out of my head

Guess I’ll go crazy instead

Get out of my head

And back to my bed

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You have the answers I seek

And the lies pour out of you each time you speak

And still I crawl back hoping you’ll crack

I lost my mind, I can’t seem to get it back

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Get out, get out from my head

Ikke spring så fort fra livet

Kanskje er det på tide å la det ta deg igjen

Ikke hopp fra stupet enda

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Slutt å se på døden som en venn

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Pust.

Bare stopp opp 5 minutter og pust-

Ting kan bli bedre

selv om du ikke ser det

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Tenk over det

Du har kravlet rundt på bunnen før

Klatret opp igjen centimeter for centimeter

Til armene verker og fingrene blør

Men du har klart det før

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Hold ut

Selv om smertene nesten gjør deg gal

Og du føler at du står stille

For det finnes ingen mal

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Du kan klare det

Du vil klare det

Det tar bare litt tid

Gi deg selv den tiden

Friheten venter der fremme

Det er den ene tingen du ikke får glemme

Take me back

to when I was a child

Before all the madness and sadness

Before my thoughts were running wild

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I feel so empty

I feel so hollow!

My thoughts lead me astray

All I can do is follow

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Take me home

Take me anywhere

I think I’ve gone numb and blind

It’s so cold and dark in here

Inside of my own mind

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Pray for me

I don’t believe in a god but still

I’m no longer afraid to die

And I know that I will

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Hold me

Hold me..

The night is so long and cruel

I know I’m supposed to go on with my life

But I ran out of fuel