I wrote another song for you. It’s all I can do.

🎵

Take my hand

I’ll take us somewhere better

We’ve both been scarred

By the life we lived before

Trust me

Follow me out that door

🎵

You’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

🎵

You touched my soul

Just when I thought it had turned cold

We’re both wounded

Not beyond repair

If only you’d let me heal you

I’ll make your pain disappear

🎵

You have such gentle hands

Such a mysterious smile

I beg you to come over

I’ll make it worth your while..

🎵

It’s your turn to trust me now

I said I’d wait and I do

Find faith in me somehow

Believe in me and you

Do you still have dreams about me?

I’ll make each one of them come true

🎵

I’d do anything

To make you mine

Oh, you’re such a handsome man

Ain’t nobody loving you

Like only I can

I keep pretending

That my broken heart is mending

There is a voice in my ear

Whispering it won’t get better from here

🎵

Tell me all the facts

So I can get my head sorted out

You know so much more than me

I’m chained to the ground

Only the truth can set me free

🎵

I was hoping

That if you saw me coping

Dealing with my demons

You’d save a place for me

🎵

There’s a voice in my ear

Telling me it’s now or never

Can you wait forever?

‘Cuz I’m running out of time

And ever since I met you

I can’t keep track on my mind

🎵

Get out of my head

Guess I’ll go crazy instead

Get out of my head

And back to my bed

🎵

You have the answers I seek

And the lies pour out of you each time you speak

And still I crawl back hoping you’ll crack

I lost my mind, I can’t seem to get it back

🎵

Get out, get out from my head

Ikke spring så fort fra livet

Kanskje er det på tide å la det ta deg igjen

Ikke hopp fra stupet enda

Slutt å se på døden som en venn

🦋

Pust.

Bare stopp opp 5 minutter og pust-

Ting kan bli bedre

selv om du ikke ser det

🦋

Tenk over det

Du har kravlet rundt på bunnen før

Klatret opp igjen centimeter for centimeter

Til armene verker og fingrene blør

Men du har klart det før

🦋

Hold ut

Selv om smertene nesten gjør deg gal

Og du føler at du står stille

For det finnes ingen mal

🦋

Du kan klare det

Du vil klare det

Det tar bare litt tid

Gi deg selv den tiden

Friheten venter der fremme

Det er den ene tingen du ikke får glemme

Take me back

to when I was a child

Before all the madness and sadness

Before my thoughts were running wild

🎵

I feel so empty

I feel so hollow!

My thoughts lead me astray

All I can do is follow

🎵

Take me home

Take me anywhere

I think I’ve gone numb and blind

It’s so cold and dark in here

Inside of my own mind

🎵

Pray for me

I don’t believe in a god but still

I’m no longer afraid to die

And I know that I will

🎵

Hold me

Hold me..

The night is so long and cruel

I know I’m supposed to go on with my life

But I ran out of fuel

Hold me tight

Rock me goodnight

Reach for me from the other side

🌑

It’s not that I need you

It doesn’t mean that I miss you

It just gets so lonely here

under the stars

Sometimes when I’m not watching my mind

I wonder where you are

And when I’m not watching my heart

I dream of being there with you

🌑

It’s a lonely thing

To be alive

We’re born alone, we die alone

Sometimes I feel so far from home

So I buried my heart under 6

feet of snow

At a place that only I know

🌑

It’s not that I had to

It doesn’t mean that I’m broken

It’s just that I have no use for it

since you left my side

I’m not angry

It just gets so lonely

here under the stars

🌑

Stjerneklart ute. Kald høstluft som prikker i huden. Det er så mye jeg ikke vet, så mye mellom himmel og jord jeg ikke forstår. Jeg liker at det er sånn. At livet til syvende og sist er et mysterium. At uansett hvor mye kunnskap menneskeheten tilegner seg vil det store bildet forbli skjult. Vi skal ikke vite alt. Det er ikke ment for oss. Jeg synes det er vakkert. Vi er bare mennesker. Jorda var her før oss. Jeg håper hun overlever oss. At hun leges fra sårene vi har påført henne. At hun består etter at vi er borte. For vi vil en gang dø ut. Det er det eneste jeg er sikker på.

❄

When did life become like this

Like a small box without windows

No exit

🌑

It’s hard to breathe in here

Hard to move

Hurts to feel anything

🌑

Am I gonna die like this

All by myself, in a small box

No exit

🌑

I cannot see in here

Everything is pitch black

No love remains within these walls

🌑

Is this all I have been fighting for

A small casket without a door

Why does it feel like I’ve been here before

No exit

🌑

It’s so cold in here

My body is numb

This is no home

It’s a tomb

🌑

No exit

Whip, whip, whip your skin

Like you’d comitted a deadly sin

Whip, whip, whip!

Until you bleed from within

My fault, it’s always my fault

I am the lightning and the thunderbolt

Rip, rip, rip your flesh

Pour salt in the wounds

while they are still fresh

Rip, rip, rip!

Until you hit your bones

What does not kill you..

Makes you wish it did

My fault, it’s always my fault

I keep track of my sins locked up in a vault

How much longer must I repent

Like I was in the garden of Eden in the shape of a serpent

Kick, kick, kick yourself in the teeth

Kick kick kick!

Until you break your feet

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it did

My bad, it’s always my bad

I made him mad, I made her sad

My bad, always my bad

What doesn’t kill you

Makes you wish it had