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5,4..

Is anybody keeping score?

I swear I’ve seen your face before

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Why do I keep getting hit..

I don’t even know what I’m playing for

5,4,3..

I’m still standing, even if it’s just on one knee

Do you think we’ll ever break free?

Is it too late to scream “SAVE ME”

5,4,3,2..

Is it worth it in the end?

I wish I knew

I don’t like who I’m growing into

5,4,3,2,1..

Here’s the reaper with his gun

Eclipsing the silver from the moon and the gold from the sun

But yet the game has only just begun?!

Where am I and which fucking direction should I run

and when exactly did this stopped being fun..

5,4,3,2,1,0…………………

Sorry, you’re not the hero:

GAME OVER. YOU LOSE

GAME OVER. YOU LOSE

GAME OVER. YOU LOSE

Some women are like roses, some women are like thorns..

Some women have halos, and some of us have horns..

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I'm not your angel

I am the witch that broke your spell

I'm not the redeemer, I am the dragon raising hell

Did I say you could stare at me like that?

Are you admiring my tail..?

Don't look too long into my eyes

You won't like what they unveil

Are you feeling nervous..?

Do I make you feel unwell?

I know you think I taste like paradise

But baby, I was born and raised in hell

I couldn’t hate you even if I tried

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And believe me, I do try..

How long are you gonna bite your tongue

Keep the truth to yourself only to serve me lies

The cards are on your table

My head is on your plate

You could change the story if you wanted to

Just like you could have changed my fate

Hate me!

Break me!

If that’s what it takes to make you

love me the way that I love you..

..The way you loved me

back when you loved me

(If you ever did love me)

Somehow it seems like you still do..

I’ve been wrong before, I could be wrong about this too

Yeah, I’m bonkers- I’m fucking crazy

But I’ve never been less crazy

Back  when I was your baby 

You said end it, I did

and still I came back for you

I didn’t even know you would still be there

and I’m sorry I forgot about you..

But you must understand that I had to

and I don’t think anyone in history

has ever had such a complicated story

So many raw wounds begging to be healed

Why do we soldier on and keep our hands to ourselves

Do we not deserve peace..?

Just set the record straight

‘Cuz it still hurts and I still wait..

Hoping time is what it takes to make you

Love me the way that I love you

The way you loved me

back when you loved me

(If you ever did love me)

It felt like you did.

Somehow it seems like you still do..

Play divide and conquer

Like some Roman Emperor

You’re the tyrant, I’m the servant

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The whip is in your hand

Every word you speak is another demand

You mistreat me

‘cuz you can

Because I let you, I keep walking in circles but I never walk away. You’re the bitch talking in my head- and I just let you stay

I want to rise, you say “Sit down”

I do my makeup, you say I look like a clown

Wanna make new friends, you whisper they’ll hate me

Wanna climb up, you laugh and sneer that the fall will break me

You’re the tyrant, I’m the servant

and I’ll never be free

Don’t you ever get curious

Or is your only mode furious?

If you were on my side, how far we could go?

Is the reason you linger in hatred

Because you’re afraid you already know..?

You mistreat me ‘cuz you can

Well, maybe I’m done getting slapped by my own hand

And maybe I’m done walking in circles and I’m starting to understand

The bitch talking in my head, that’s my voice right there

If it’s my voice that means I can make it disappear

Might keep walkin’ in circles but

I’ll find my way outta here

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See, I’ve been thinking

and staring into the wall without blinking

Spend too much time like this

Like I barely exist

Can’t get my shit together

All I know is..

If you drag someones trust trough the dirt

Someone’s bound to get hurt

See, I was hoping

That if you’d see me actually coping

Got a little braver..

So you wouldn’t think “Save her”

Maybe we could be together

That’s crazy talkin’, but..

..All I really know is

When you gamble for more than your worth

Someone’s bound to get hurt

Guess you’re an angel now

Well, I liked you better back in your demon days

Are you allowed to look at me like that

Come closer and smell me, tell me again you’ve changed your ways

I won’t tell a soul if you misbehave

Oh I like it when you misbehave

Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood

Or the weight of a sword in your hand

Tell me it doesn’t feel good:

To be a savage just because you can

So you go by the book now

Well, I might have burned some pages

Don’t look at me like that

It feels good to be bad, baby

So much better than being sad

Took a while to get over

The best thing I ever had

Still I keep crawling back

Hungry and desperate for all that I lack

Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood

Or the weight of a sword in your hand

Tell me it doesn’t feel good:

To be a savage just because you can

Well, you’re still wicked since you keep stabbing my back

And I would kill you I guess, if I just knew where to attack

I can’t seen to harm that pretty face, n’or that incredible body

I want you so bad it hurts

Guess you’ll kill me first

Tell me you don’t miss the stench of fear or the taste of blood

Or the weight of a sword in your hand

Tell me it doesn’t feel good:

To be a savage just because you can

You can’t seem to break me

That’s why you hate me

You kick me down I get back up

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Bleeding, wounded, scarred for life maybe

But I get up and that’s why you hate me

Well maybe I’ve come to the conclusion that I hate you too

Hate your delusions and your institution

Think it’s time for a revolution

I speak the language of the underdogs and I’m fluent in rage

You know this

I did a demonstration on your stage

If we scream “WAR”

Would you face me on the battlefield

Or would you hide behind a human shield

We got unfinished business

I’ve waited all my life for this

One day you’ll have to pay

One day that day will be today

You tried so hard to break me

I’m the cockroach that got away from underneath your foot and that is why you hate me.

The serpent slithering into the dark and boy do I long to coil around your neck.

I would never kill you, darlin’. That would be to give you RESPECT.

Do you remember how you tortured me?

Well, guess what I have planned for you..

I’ll be around you every day, I know how much you hate my face..

Well my face will invade every inch of your space.

I’ll let you hate me all day, darlin’.

All day, ‘cuz I’m the one that got away and that is why you hate me.

That is why you hate me.

That is why you hate me!

Now you’re trapped so feel free to hate me.

Your hate is what imprisoned you, and now I got my hook in you.

You hate me, and darlin’ I love that you do

Guess what, I’ve learned to hate you too

Careful what you speak

Someone’s paying REALLY close attention

That is not your friend, this is not your brother.

That’s not your lover, and you have no mother

Look into the mirror

See how your smile is like a wound?

Who’s that behind you

Don’t turn around to soon

I’m not crazy

I’m not crazy

I’m not

Be careful what you think

Before you turn it into action

Have you lost control yet

You seem to stand on the brink

Maybe you should JUMP

Your ship’s about to sink

They whisper behind your back

Someone’s making a call

Everyone is concerned

Think you should go to the hospital

It’s time to RUN

I’m not crazy

I’m NOT crazy

Am I crazy

Don’t think so damn loud

Someone is listening to every word

Dark wings are spreading over this city

Snakes are crawling in the streets

Soon the dead will stand on their feet

And you have no where left to run

Is every face familiar?

Have you been here before?

Whatever you do:

Do NOT let them lock that door

Your heart is beating way too fast

Your sanity, it can not last

Slipping, drifting, snapping nerves

Can no longer separate present from past

I’m crazy am I

Am I good or bad

I’ve lost myself

And I was all I had

I was all I had

Your skin, my sin
Oh lord forgive me, ’cause I still
Love him

I can’t forget.
How hard I’ve tried!
I sleep by myself and I don’t wanna know who’s creeping up with you tonight 
I can’t help but wonder
If all your feelings for me have died
Oh lord erase him for me
You know that I have tried

Your touch, my death
I loved you with my mouth first
Maybe that’s why I’m out of breath
Your face, I can’t replace..
Your hands speak the language of my body
You are the gasoline that lights me on fire
You are the embodiment of my desire

Only you could ever penetrate my mind..
You were the greatest treasure I ever stumbled upon
I had you for a moment then you were gone
Now your someone else’s treasure to find..

Oh forgive me lord
I know he was never really mine
And I’ll pay my dues in hell for him
For what is left of my time

Your skin, my sin
Lord it was worth it, loving him

I was drowning in a dark and bottomless ocean

In my mind we’d all survive

but some of us never learned how to swim  

and some just long to sink

I could feel the sharks circling around my feet

In my mind thoughts were spinning..

There is no heaven above us

and no hell underneath

And there is such beauty in that

It’s such a big relief

I am nothing but the words I speak

and even my bones will turn to dust

Do you feel fear towards death..?

 ‘Cause all I feel is a starving lust  

For silence, and only silence

For what is truly peace

So let me drown in waters deep

I am ready for my release